i love myself so much so very much i just dont feel i can ever fully actualize that in anybody else i dont know if that makes sense and i dont really care here lets cry together

some people i just dont wanna know tho u learn yr lessons

i really wish i could stay friends with everyone and im sure 99% of all friendships gone down the drain are a result of bad communication/partial fucking up on my part but i also know that any relationship ive fucked up a lot on i try really hard to repair and sometimes its not my responsibility to make that effort

if a relationship breach is 1/10 my fault and 9/10 the other persons im not gonna grovel or try to be the "bigger person" i already was to begin with

a look i'd like to duplicate

"There was no point throwing myself into the East River, because I knew how to swim; and I couldn’t afford the alternative, which was sleeping pills."

this is a metaphor but also a reality i feel like louise brooks really gets me

i just want 2 cry and sleep forever and i dnt know why
i have to do things today but im always so tired

the actual perfect human specimen????????// i think so

u may say but what about the uni??? and i say frick european beauty standards!!! (but also maybe pls fix that uni im not sure, ill still take the d either way)