tips on radiance

I don't know where to post this because I'm half joking but it is also TMI but being mentally imbalanced is a lot like being in a Jane Austen novel in that all I do is take walks around the neighborhood, make calls at peoples houses, and read to pass my idle time. Except its tragic not romantic because I am literally not capable of much else. Still, let me romanticize my illness OK let me live I'm working on it.