tips on radiance

I haven't been writing at all and I'm so done with myself because that was my main goal of 2015--to write more!!! And I actually have things to say. But I am very very lazy and crave instant gratification wah wah. Right now I'm in South Lake Tahoe for a church retreat which I am not a part of  but my mom is helping with and its sooo so beautiful here @mother nature LET THE FUCK UP!! The water is so clear but all the piers are closed and boat tours are hard to come by :(. I'm about halfway through Gone Girl and firmly believe it is the great American novel of the 2010s like Fitzgerald was for the 20s. It is so on point in capturing a cultural climate and basically is a savage attack on the white bourgeoisie in America post-recession. It's brilliant to be honest, even if it's problematique as fuck (which I haven't gotten to yet). I been eating good and taking pics and calming down after having a hell of time taking care of an older woman for 3 days who had no appreciation for me besides me being a pushover when it came to work. Maybe I need to be less agreeable... people like me too much and too easily. I'm still looking @ rooms to rent (the one that never replied to me but is perfect in NYC just posted another ad... I'm so tempted but know it would be irresponsible). LA is in a few days with Veronica and I'm hyped as fuck because were both fun loving full figured hotties and like sight-seeing the same bruja shit. Tomorrow I get to hang out with friends in Sacramento which is further therapy after going through hell last week. I need to keep reading so I have more to write about and also be less of a lazy ass, lmao. Stay posted.

P.S. here's my view of the lake