I love my friends so much online and offline. I haven't had a truly sad thought all day, something that's marked every one of my birthdays since I turned 13, and I think that largely has to do with knowing how many people care about me and also just how much I've matured as a person and a thinker in this time - I really feel for once like I'm firmly in the "now" and that all the exists from here on out is the "forward" and the "up". Even though I'm still deep in a bout depression, I feel an overwhelming gratitude because I was expecting it to come crashing down around me all day and it never did. I don't really believe in horoscopes but I read something that said for Pisces, the past few months ending around this week are marked by extreme inner turmoil, but its these times of turmoil that signify a greater positive change. Today I'm finally beginning to see that realized.
This is very corny but that's okay I don't care about being corny anymore if corny means expressing yourself genuinely. I'm not out there crying on everyone's shoulder I meet and telling my life story, I can let myself have this.
gabriel go hard
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