im terrified of my external hard-drive because my whole life is on it
the me my self-image has internalized is on it
im afraid to look because i know the me i still envision and the me i am now are in actuality completely separate beings
im afraid ill notice the lack of lines and asymmetry
im afraid some of my happiness will show through
im afraid of all the people i havent talked to in years
all night i lay parallel to my whole life and i know if i plugged it in and took a look i wouldnt be able to recover for weeks
i cant afford to do that to myself
and im so afraid i will
gabriel go hard
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